I think that she knows (work in progress)

She comes at me every time/ different day different outfit/ and different whine/ another crazy day with her I'm gonna find/ but if she leaves i might just lose my mind
i'm addicted to her touch/ every time its like a rush/ i ask the question is it love or is it lust/ i feel it like adrenaline/ keeps me like a gentleman/ aint coming down/ my cloud/ I ain't settle'n / even from a distance/ there's no resistance/ when she knows she defines your existence/ i'm fiend'n for a call and don't really understand/ cuz when your tryna fall you never really have a plan/ but she knows, oh no and I'm her biggest fan/ she's holdin the wheel and im locked in the van/ can i ever break through and tell her what i think/ it feels so pointless like tryna count ya drinks/ so sick of this pain/ this game/ this name/ this effortless existence is so lame/ got too much pride/ i can't hide/ just confide in you that i live a lie/ cuz once you smack you can never go back/ till your futures so dim that its lookin pitch black/ she knows just how to hit me/ every time it gets me/ gotta find a lifeline and i really mean swiftly

Moment 4 Life

I wish I could freeze this/I mean this/ I feel high in the sky/ with jesus/ cuz everytime you time you come around
you cover me with grace/ its a feelin deep down that cannont be replaced/ for so long i'd run away from all the pain
didn't know that your blood would be takin all my shame/ and i've got noone to blame/ never gonna be the same/ created
a new i got you running through my veins/ these demons in my ear yeah they drivin me insane/ but now i got the holy sword
to cut'm off at the brain/ smash'm in the ground and declare your holy name/ its the way we live our life
not how we play the game/ so cherish the moment you own it/ its yours/ don't think we grown yet/ i still have a heart
to pour/ your love is like crack i'm always needin more/ i'm glad you brought me back right through your holy doors
now i ain't scared to see what's in store/ you give me a purpose a reason to live for/ all i can do is improve the
delivery/ its been hot persuit since you delivered me/ now i see the light no darkness bleedin through/ cause your
the way, the light and the truth/ it's not eye for an eye or a tooth for tooth/ its a sinner for a saint now lets
spread the truth

we all gotta do it sometime/ spill our guts and then shine/ not carin bout spiritual fines/ tellin people that were fine
when we know were not/ so we turn to the pot/ turn to the pills/ turn to the sex/ always coppin feels/ stealin from
your friends/ this feelin never ends/and the whole time thinkin im just followin a trend/ then i couldn't stand the man
in the mirror/ if god spelled it out it couldn't be clearer/ i had to straighten up my act/ it wasn't a matter of
opinion it was just a fact/ didn't think Gods love was for me/didn't think i deserved mercy/ didn't think my pop was
proud of me/ didn't know that he never once doubted me/ stories we gotem/ of hittin rock bottom/ drugs you know we shot em/till my body
couldn't drop em/ go through the most painful withdrawals/ buts its nothing compared to the pain on the cross/ you washed me in
your blood cuz thats what it cost/ i've been down in the mud but now i gotta floss/ proclaim your name christ jesus its true
blessed messiah we need this its you